My Loving Father in Heaven and all around us
The Loving Reality that hugs us daily
Though we may at times think we do not not feel it
Due to the blinding effects of sub/conscious ingratitude
Accompanied by the numbing effect of minds closed
To that which positively might be
To the changes needed to reframe ego and learn to feel truly free
I stand before You embarrassed by the memory of unfulfilled commitments
Made but a year ago in a halo of heartfelt intention
Yet on this Day I feel trepidation and indescribable elation
That You and only You are my Judge
For when we feel we cannot forgive anymore
Your forgiveness has barely begun
You know my inner wars, the cosmic tug of war
Give me the strength this year to never forget what I fight for
Your Love prevents regret from overwhelming me
Keeping me sane to stay in the Game
To say I am sorry, seems meaningless and empty
Though it fills every inch of my soul
Enough of fleeting folly as a goal
I give my heart to You and my body in willing servitude
For You know me better than I could ever know myself
May this Year be a Year of connection to the part of You that is my soul
For despite temptation and distraction only with You could I ever feel truly whole
